It has been almost three weeks since we have returned from the city of Graz, Austria. Since then, I’ve been finding myself doing absolutely nothing.

Aside from errands and chores, my mind has been lacking any intellectual purpose, or lacking any interest in doing anything.

I wake up every morning, have an espresso with some Costa Rican music in the background, clean and organize the apartment, feed the cats, doing the dishes, and then absolutely nothing.

I either find myself staring the TV, or doom scrolling my phone. Such a startling habits.

My lack of interest doesn’t root in laziness, rather, it is the inability to find anything interesting to work in. Perhaps there is another factor at play, that my mind is so used to be told what to do in my previous jobs that my mind currently have no capacity to aim toward anything.

I aim to focus on the small things, like my Sun-Tue-Thu’s runs, eating right, and aim for the small wins in every little inputs I can do.